I have reasons for my madness. Idiot. Why doesn't anyone listen? Why say anything anymore, I'm just a bad person who doesn't know anything, so it seems. But why say it if i don't know the answer. Confusion. 1/2 family thinks i'm a disgrace, other 1/2 thinks i dont know what i'm talking bout therefore i'm evil and dont understand them or what their going through. WTF!?