Really now i cant figure what to write. My brain is being tossed back and forth and i cant sleep to my amazement I am wide awake. Its really funny how my brain works. For Example when i get really sleepy I become really talkative or my eyeballs become ready to pop out of their sockets at any moment, time slows to a snail's pace and I feel like a Zombie all at the same time. Then when I am awake I don't feel BUT look like a Zombie, I dont really do any thing, just kinda slump around where ever I go Except when I am in a good mood. When I'm in a good mood its like a monkey who just drank a red bull or something less sarcastic. Thats just half of it... when Something is bothering I really don't know what to do. It will take me decades just to think of something that might help make the situation less complicated. Sometimes the littlest thing will trigger this memory or whatever it is stored in the back of my brain but i will have absolutely no clue what is bothering. I just all over the place.
At the very least I try not to think so much, its so much better than filling my head with worries and such. After really long time I just learned to accept certain things, I kinda popped myself out of wonderland and brought myself back to reality. Like people say "the truth hurts". There are somethings that you or anyone else cant change, its just the way things are. If that makes any sense at all.
